Sick of being a victim, sick of mixed messages. I am a strong woman and I need to remember that and take control of my life, instead of having it revolve around the whim of another. When it comes down to it, yes I hurt but you know what? It is his loss, because he will never find another like me. Only poor imitations, who may satisfy him for a short time. A short time isn't a lifetime. A short time is a mere blink and sooner or later he will realise what he lost.
I can't go on the way I have been, I am tough and have been acting like a damn sook. He needs strength, well unlucky cause he won't find it elsewhere. Might actually have to man up and be the strong one for a change, now that is a novelty that won't be enjoyed for long.
I wish him all the best, hope he finds happiness, not going to happen until he actually takes control of his life and stops relying on others.
To T, I know what you are capable of, you just need to actually do it and stop dreaming about it. You want it bad enough go out and get it and stop waiting for it to be handed to you.
Cause I'm over waiting, over mixed messages, over the waiting for you to actually decide.
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That is part and parcel of life.
ReplyDeleteI understand how you felt as I have had my heart broken countless time before. Many people can tell you to forget him or he is not good enough for you. They do mean well.
What you need is a friend who can just sit next to you. Just keep quiet and stare at nothing with you. Cry if you must. Shout if you must. At least have a friend there with you to hold.
What is joy and happiness if there's no pain and sadness?